During our teenage, we make loads of friends but we even lose loads of them. The making part is very easy but the breaking part even tears you up! When you lose a friend you not only lose a person from your life but also lose a companion, you also lose a piece of your heart, you lose a bit of trust, you lose a lot of love and what you get in return are loads of tears which rips your soul, which makes your eyes swell, which makes you nostalgic. I recently lost a friend. ( SHE DIDN'T DIE!!) I don't know what went wrong but she just simply threw me out of her life. No comments, no messages, no letters, no call, absolutely nothing! She just abandoned me midst the crowd of my batch. I spent 4 years of my life with her; we shared everything! By everything I mean actually mean everything ! From the first second in the morning to the last second before going to bed! We discussed everything. But I don't know what went wrong but she just simply threw me out of her life. No
comments, no messages, no letters, no call, absolutely nothing! We both were like each others' shields! We had a different bond which gave us the power to fight with the whole world, but now I don't know where that power has gone! I am not even able to fight with my own self! I wish I could have just known what went wrong that made her take such a decision. Everyday I see her walk by in the corridors of our school and she pretends as if I am not there, as if I don't exist. Lately, she had started hanging around with a group of students who are socially and academically not approved; ( Not by me but everyone from our batch) and I asked my friend to stop staying with them as even her image was going down day by day. But she turned a deft ear to my pleads! Was I supposed to keep quiet? Maybe then our friendship would have remained immortal but my bad! I think too much about others especially my this friend!! I did what I was not supposed to do. I asked her to stop hanging out with this "Not approved " group and maybe that made the strings of our friendship to snap. Was me caring for her wrong or me wishing for her well-being was wrong? I don't know what went wrong but she just simply threw me out of her
life. No comments, no messages, no letters, no call, absolutely nothing!
"I lost the one person I never thought I could lose"
- Anonymous
Throughout my school time I considered her to be mine. We both used to think that we both were "Soul Sisters"but maybe we were not meant to be sisters. A few days ago I received a message from a common friend and it was so abusive. It was filled with foul words cursing me for being "Miss.S's " friend. ( Let us assume my friend to be Miss.S) The message said that I had done bad stuff to Miss.S! I mean seriously! I still miss her, I still wait for her, I am the one who gives her a big smile even though she ignores me and still I'm the one who would hurt her! I'm going to smile as if nothing's wrong; pretend like everything is alright; act like it's all perfect,even though inside it really hurts! Even though inside it breaks me apart. I have no idea what Miss.S is saying about me to everyone or what rumors about me hurting her are going round. I DON'T CARE! (I care a lot actually!) I hate that new friend who has "stolen" my best friend..but the worst thing is that my best friend chose others over me. Now I feel scared to get close to anyone because everyone who ever said, " I will be there." LEFT. Maybe this is why I became possessive for her. Maybe that was my fault? I don't know what went wrong but she just simply threw me out of her
life. No comments, no messages, no letters, no call, absolutely nothing! She has hurt my feelings, she has broken my heart. I gave her my time and my trust but she left me for someone else! Once we were best friends but now we're strangers with memories. I wonder where the friendship went! It just vanished into thin air!
"Love me and I will move mountains for you! Hate me and I will
drop those mountains on your head!
-Anonymous
After I recovered from my and Miss.S's broken friendship some beautiful people in my life made me realize that Miss.S did not deserve me! These were those people whom I always ignored when I was around Miss.S and now when I was all alone they were the ones who were with me. They never let me breakdown and always held me together. I want to thank all those beautiful people for being there with me through the difficult times and also for never taking my advantage during these times. Miss.S tried really hard to make my life a mess but now I have gotten over her and I don't care what she does but yes to be sure I loved her and I will always love her. I wished her health and happiness and I will always wish for her health and happiness. Whenever she needs my help my doors will always be open for her. But even now I don't know what went wrong but she just simply threw me out of her life. No comments, no messages, no letters, no call, absolutely nothing! But yes, someday in the future I will surely ask her what went wrong but at this moment I'm going to enjoy my chocolate bar and cherish my blogging moments with such beautiful and supportive people around me.
All the teens out there I've got one piece of advice for you! Don't place your heart in front of someone,because its not just a lump of muscle, it is gold mine! One should actually cherish each and every moment with someone wants you; who wants sweet moments with you; who wants your love and trust. Look around and you will find loads of people who love you sincerely, from the bottom of there heart. And I bet you on one thing if you are suffering from a broken friendship a chocolate bar seriously helps!!
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